Thursday 2 May 2024
Inside the Cozy Ovaries of the North American Walrus
Saturday 2 March 2024
That's something, and it's better than nothing...
I want to get better, no matter how long or rough the road, I want to wake up wanting to be awake! I want to breathe in the air around me and be happy (or at least not disappointed) to be breathing at all. I want to function, exist, and, with the Goddess' help, eventually thrive. I would like to not be sad all the time, even if it's just a little.
Saturday 24 February 2024
I'm tired, boss...
I'm still down the rabbit hole, spiraling in a soggy, suffocating depression. I don't know when I'll see the light again. The best I can do right now is just hope that eventually I will come in out of the dark. I'm not sleeping well, I'm on the edge most of the time - there's just a perpetual lump in my throat waiting for some barrier to break so it can just let go and open the floodgates. I'm really not much of a donkey these days.
Sunday 11 February 2024
Her.
My whole life, in every neighborhood I've ever lived in, there has always been a "crazy old lady" that only talks to some people sometimes and is often quite content to just be completely in her own company.
Saturday 27 January 2024
It's getting better... slowly.
I'll be completely honest here - it's been difficult, I've not been myself for a very long time. I haven't even been able to maintain this blog, and that's something I really used to love. If anyone noticed, I deleted a lot of old posts and I guess I'm basically starting over. Here's the truth of it all:
2023 was the worst year I have ever lived.
Sunday 24 December 2023
Error 404: Festive Cheer Not Found
For most folks, this time of year is all about joy, promises of love and fellowship, and hope for the new year to come. For some folks, though, it's just a collection of reminders of things we've loved, things we've lost, and things we've never really had. That's me. Not everyone can walk around filled with hope and magic at this time of the year - some of us are literally walking in a haze of flashbacks and trauma.
Thursday 16 November 2023
Fatal Error -_-
There's just been so much happening that I'm not even sure where to start? Samhain was lovely but unstable because just a few days before that, my entire foundation was jarred. I really thought my whole world had fallen apart but somehow I'm still standing.
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